bak postin..
hmm.. sudden loneliness came..
i got something wanna to ask my elder bro jus nw.. but when i went out to de livin room den i rmb..
my elder bro jus went in for ns today..
sigh..
suddenly misses him very much..
everynight when bored can go to livin room and tease him or laugh wif him or watch videos wif him..
but from today onwards when everyone fall asleep.. i will be the onli one left awake..
hmm..


okok.. enuff emo thought.. lols..
today woke up at 11 plus..
everyone already wake up le..
den go wash up everything jiu accompany my mom follow matt to go for ns reportin..
his gf tag along too..
took taxi to pasir ris inter there..
matt and my mom went to subway and eat.. cos my mom scare tat matt will feels hungry..
after tat went to line up at de board there and wait for de bus to come..

around 20 plus mins later den reach..
board de bus and took ferry over to pulau tekong.. (if i din spell wrongly)
matt went to another side which i dunno do wad.. and his gf, mother and i went another side to wait for them to get ready de hall for dunno wad talk..

went to de canteen after de talk for some bite..
my bro were tryin to act tough in front of my mom ( he thot tat i dunno he was jus actin.. =x lols.. ) sayin tat he will be fine..
and when he went off to fall in at de parade square went off, my mom start her usual routine at one corner.. lols..
so both me and bro's gf console her..
hmm.. even though i tell her tat 2 weeks very fast over..
but i still misses my bro sia.. sigh..

feelin kind of lonely without him at home..
but too bad.. in few years time will be my turn..

i wonder wad is he tinkin nw..
lights out at 10.30pm.. but i dun tink he could slp at tis moment.. hmm..
hopefully he will be fine inside.. = |

Labels: much misses..

Y The day -- 11:13 PM

ytd wake up early in de mornin even durin holidays.. =.=
cos meetin qiu qiu and her friends at plaza sing..
late 5 mins cos I LOST MY WAY! =x

but anw.. when i reach there onli one friend wif her at there nia..
kinda awkward.. =x
brought 3 new moon tickets den go in watch.. de show is alright larr.. nt bad lorr..

after de movie went to eat at takashimaya..
was rainin damn heavily lorr.. qiu qiu's friend lend me her umbrella and they both share one.. thx arr.. but my shoes, socks was completely wet sia..
irritatin..

after eatin jiu go to kino kuniya (if i din spell wrongly) to find books..
qiu qiu says tat she is rottin at home without books.. =x

after tat thought of buyin cap jiu go penisula there..
walk de whole plaza there and searchin for de bloody cap for more den 1 hr..
in de end go back without buyin..
reached de mrt jiu went seperate ways le.. =]

Y The day -- 3:28 PM

bak..
mom nt at home today cos she went to m'sia..
jus came back from tm arcade..

hmm.. i've been wondering..
is all guys over competitive? or is jus me?
i know is jus a game but i dunno why.. i jus wanna win them and dun wan to lose to them..
and is doesnt include games but others oso..
sigh.. im changin.. who doesnt change?
hopefully i will change to better?
maybe i shall stop plyin le bahx? hmm..

Y The day -- 12:35 AM

alright a short one..
tml lesson start at 8am..
goin off soon.. lols..

jus nw went to tm arcade to ply max tune..
lose to liang at hakone.. =(
he pro at tat map.. lols..
anw.. saw shermin and karen at tm while plyin.. lols..

alex , liang and me havin a match of de hammer thingy..
too bad for them but i won~ xD

after tat jiu go ply de catch soft toys de machine there catch toys for shermin and karen..
i din manage to catch one.. =.=
alex help to catch one for them.. and one for himself..
i damn lousy lorr.. sianx-ed
argh! i mus go learn hw to catch soft toys liao!!

Y The day -- 12:32 AM

hey hey!
bak to post..
friday de 13.. tsk tsk..
wish everyone tml luck arr.. dun kena anithing suay..

sianx sia.. i kena caught becos of hair again..
all cos of tat stupid jiao bin.. tmd..
if he pass me my paper earlier den i would have got enuff time to run from head master and wont kena caught of hair colour..
everytime wif him will kena all tis of shyt stuff de sia.. fcuk up..
dun care tat stupid white hair de headmaster larr.. if wan ask him dye his hair black if nt dun catch me..

btw.. i went for blood donation tis afternoon.. lols..
my first time although i said tat i wan to donate since long long time ago.. lols..
fun larr.. nt pain but need to wait for a long time sia.. lols..
leonard they all saw me but den din wait for me.. pangseh.. lols..

after donation jiu go home lo den to work.. tsk tsk..
work is gettin more and more bored.. tsk..
hopefully can find other kind of job larr.. no money sia.. argh..

Labels: regrets..

Y The day -- 12:43 AM

bak..
hmm.. were wishin and prayin hard tat i wont be slpin ytd.. cos tis mornin got 8am lesson..
ger were tokin to me on de phone but yet i still fall asleep while im chattin wif ger.. he was waitin and shoutin at another end of de phone for 1 hr plus.. *sry bro*
din went to skool again..
sigh..

wake up at 12 noon.. feelin shyt.. straight away go shower and tried to go out of de hse b4 my mom came back..
but my mom came home while im showerin.. =.=
and she came bangin de door and shoutin outside while im washin my hair..
can imagine wad she said bahx?
bout me naber go skool all those and say she will cancel my skool and apply me to go in army early..
pek cek.. jiu shout back her..
imagine someone came back home and kp u while u were showerin.. hw do u feel?

after shower go out.. kena scold again..
everytime kena scoldin becos of my skool teacher call her and tell her tat i din go skool tis and tat.. wtf..
when i go skool u dun say anithing larr.. den when i one day din go skool jiu call up and complain.. and still say my hair kena caught..
i already had my hair cut and still wan me to cut somemore..
cut hair cut hair.. simei ite might as well become simei secondary larr!
other ppl hair long u dun go catch.. my hair cut le still come catch..
simei ite bouncers go suck cock larr.. eyes macham kena cover wif food lyk tat.. eat until so fat den nth to do jiu walk around catch ppl..
look after all of ur health well larr.. eat so much.. scarly de next thing u know u all kena oil cover heart or wad kind of illness and die larr..

family problem..
my mom recently change to another kind of ppl.. tmd.. everyday see me gives me attitude..
nt happi dun tok to me larr.. see me jiu kpkb..
u tink u give birth to me den i need to listen to wadever u shyt u sayin arr? i let u scold is becos ur work stress but nw u scold until sibei shiok horr?
scold ppl lyk dun need saliva lyk tat scold scold scold..
all of u ppl tinks u all are doin good for me so tat why scold and nag so much..
why nt we change larr? my turn to scold u all everyday larr! wan anot!?
cheebye.. u all tink very fun rite? tmd.. i already fuckin stress and u all still give me even more problem..
wad kind of world is tis!?
fucked up ppl + fucked up world.. if 2012 really exist den i rather it come faster and come true..
i dun wanna stay in tis kind of hse anymore.. my family is oso lyk shyt.. u all will naber know wad i need..

Labels: fucked up life..

Y The day -- 4:02 AM

sup guys..
im here again after n days..

hmm.. recently lost interest in almost everything..
dunno wad to do oso..
said something to 比比 and made her lost her mood..
hmm.. actually i din mean tat way..
i thot u would lyk at least reply something else instead of tat.. but u din catch wad i wanted to say..
hmm.. i din online as often lyk last time oso..
really dunno wad to do..
sigh..

skool stuff already jialat.. my hse oso..
den wad's next?
outside?
i dunno i can tahan till when.. sigh..

Labels: do u really know wad i wan or hw i feel?

Y The day -- 12:51 AM